If I’m honest…

… it wasn’t a great week last week.

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It was *whispers* that dreaded time of the month, which on an entirely different note seems to be getting worse as I’m getting older, boo, and so I had a bit of an attack of the munchies … which kind of lasted all week.

Not every day was bad, but it certainly wasn’t my best week on the new healthy ‘me’ plan.

I was prepared this morning for a ‘put on’ and knew that to be honest that would be acceptable as I hadn’t been 100%.  We even had chips one night as MrD was particularly late home and neither of us could be bothered to cook anything that late.

So day 91 and 14 weeks in – surprise then when the scales showed yet another stayed the same!  That’s now the third week at the same weight; Grrrrrrr!!  And with now just around five weeks until our much awaited holiday in Antigua.

Having gotten away with it for this past week, phew, I know I need to make an extra effort this week and actually achieve a loss.  So I’ve decided that I will blog at the end of each day as to how the day has gone (I wont post them until next week all in one go as it might become a tad boring to read each day, so I’ll save that enjoyment for next Monday lol).

Come on – I’m gonna do it this week!!!!!! *determined face*

Carpe Diem x

To view my weight loss journey to date, click here…

Week ten – how’s it going?

It’s Monday and today was ‘weigh-in‘ morning – that dreaded time of the week when the scales come out and I stand on them with my fingers crossed waiting for that digital number to show itself… grrrr!

You may (or not) have noticed that there’s been another week missing and if you did, you probably guessed that it wasn’t a great one.

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So, week nine (Day 54) was, in my own words, scrawled in my food diary ‘Crap, awful, dreadful‘.  Hmmmm not good.  *whispers* it was in fact a 3lb gain.  Hmmmm really not good.  I knew I hadn’t been on it and I guess I deserved the +3.  Talk about yo-yo!

Last week, due to two birthdays and a fantastic WIN over on Twitter, I had no less than three meals out.  Yikes, I wasn’t looking forward to seeing what those scales were gonna tell me this morning.  Anyway, I took a deep breath and prayed … week ten (Day 62) and 2lb off (phew back in the right direction) making my total to date 7lbs; back to that magic half a stone.

It’s really not going great guns is it?  With only nine weeks until Antigua I REALLY need to start getting a bit more serious about this as I am seriously behind the target I set myself.

So I’ve sat and ogled beautiful pictures of Antigua to remind myself just how glorious it looks and how I SERIOUSLY NEED TO BE ONE STONE LIGHTER!!!! *yes that’s a shouty voice* Thus enabling me to enjoy the whole experience more and not feel quite so self-conscious throughout the holiday.

Beautiful Antigua - image via Concierge.com

Beautiful Antigua – image via Concierge.com

So I’m telling myself ‘Come on girl, get a grip and focus and let’s keep the scales going downward rather than up and down!’. #Monday’sWarCry

Carpe Diem x

Slowly but surely…

Today is Monday which means it’s weigh-in day!

Truth be told, I wasn’t entirely looking forward to jumping on those scales this morning, as last week hadn’t been the best.  A few of the Christmas quality street (yes we still have a big container of them left) had been popped, bread had been eaten and I even had a glass of wine on a school night (Thursday) – ooops but sorry couldn’t help myself.

Quality Street in the house!

Quality Street in the house!

Needless to say I wasn’t expecting a huge loss and would actually have been happy with a ‘stayed the same’.

So, how did I do?  At week eight (day 47!! seems like a lifetime) and the scales showed – – – – I had lost 1lb.  This brings my total to 7lbs – that’s half a stone! Wooooo half a stone lighter; that’s got to be good.

It has to be said though that this is definitely a slowly but surely approach.  However, at less than 1lb per week I’m still behind my schedule which is annoying and frustrating amongst other words I could use.

This can mean only one thing – I have to raise it up a notch this week and I really want to see myself 2lbs lighter this time next week.  I’m going to go all out and try my absolute hardest to hit this mini-target for the week.

What’s going to stop me?  This week is half term, so undoubtedly there will be more ‘treats’ and a visit to the cinema is planned.  MrD and myself have a ‘date night’ Thursday with a three course meal and bottle of Prosecco to enjoy, so I need to chose wisely.  Despite this I want to see those scales telling me I’ve lost 2lbs so BRING IT ON I say!!

Carpe Diem x

Progress…

I am now going into week seven and at the time of writing, day 41 of my new and improved healthy lifestyle and the slimmer me.

First things first, this week’s weigh-in.  Hmmmmm!  1lb off bringing my total weight loss back to 6lb.  So in seven weeks (41 days) I’ve lost a total of 6lb – I am seriously behind schedule!!!  I refer you back to my postmy first mini target‘.  That’s not even 1lb a week – Grrrrrr!

So how’s it going I ask myself?  Well truth be told, not that well I wouldn’t say – the weight isn’t exactly falling off me and to still not have lost half a stone is a little dis-heartening.

Don’t worry, I wont be giving up – Antigua is now just 12 weeks away and I need to do some serious work to shift this weight so that I can at least look half reasonable in my swim-suit.  I don’t feel it’s quite going to plan (well actually that’s a complete under-statement) but I do have to keep going with this.  It’s not just Antigua but a whole lifestyle change; one that right at the moment I am finding a little hard.


I have to admit that this particular blog post is a little bit hard to click the ‘publish’ button – but to keep my posts on track and myself accountable I have to do it.  That was the whole point of the blog in the first place.  I guess I just thought it was going to be a bit easier than this…

I would, however, like to thank everyone who has been keeping me motivated with lovely messages and posts to the blog – it’s much appreciated.

Carpe Diem x

The truth…

So you may or may not have noticed that the last two (yup two) weigh-ins have been missed off the blog.  As no-one’s asked it’s taken until now for me to sit down and write this… so here goes.

For regular readers to Seize each day you’ll know I had a wonderful girlie spa day and sleepover and I thought I was ‘really good with my food choices’.

Here’s the breakdown:

I had a cheese and mushroom omelette for lunch on arrival (ok yes it did come with french fries and I munched on a few of these but that was a real treat).  I drank three glasses of water with lunch, together with two glasses of white wine (ooops, but hey we were on an away-day for goodness sake).  I did, however, refuse the fresh bread that was offered me.

The girls munched on biscuits and later on nibbles in the room before getting ready for the evening.  I can’t even tell you what these were as not one passed my lips (feeling smug at this point).  However, I have to admit that several glasses of Prosecco were enjoyed, but these weren’t huge (we’d all forgotten to take any glasses so it was the bathroom glasses for us, ie not very big).

Down to evening dinner in the Zen Garden Thai restaurant – there were the obligatory dips with prawn crackers brought immediately to the table; none of which I had.  Again, we asked for water which I drank throughout our meal, although mixed in with the odd glass of Pinot.  We all decided to share a selection of starters,followed by a selection of mains so that we would all get a chance to try out different things.  This was a great idea and is one of the nicest Thai meals I think I’ve ever had.  I was very restrained on my eating and didn’t even try all the dishes and STOPPED when I was FULL.

Breakfast the next morning.  We went down to a sea of delights spread across four tables including all the normals that you come to expect when staying away in a ‘rather nice’ hotel.  I was tempted, very tempted by the extremely fresh bread and croissants, but decided simply on scrambled eggs with a little smoked salmon.  I didn’t even eat it all as with too much gassing going on and my eggs going cold, I didn’t then fancy the rest of them.

All in all I thought pretty good going.

When I jumped on the scales, dare I say it, quite confidently the following Monday (26 Jan) morning I have to say I had the wind knocked out of my sails!  2lbs on!  Yes, that’s a 2lb gain for heaven’s sake.  I thought the scales must be wrong and got off and back on, but no they definitely said I was 2lbs heavier than the previous week.

Gutted can’t even go anywhere near where I felt.  Hence the ‘no blog’.

As you can imagine this put a rather large dent in my euphoria from the previous week’s 4lb’er!!  Not a happy bunny at all and the week wasn’t my best.

The following Monday (2 Feb) I wasn’t looking forward to the weigh-in again.  I knew I hadn’t been completely ‘on it’.  The scales told me I had lost one of the pounds that I had gained.  Something I suppose.

However, it still put me 1lb heavier than the week when I lost the 4lbs.  In other words I am now just 6lbs lighter than when I started.  Not a great achievement for 33 days on my new and improved eating plan.

Hence the ‘no blog’.

I knew I couldn’t not mention it, as at some point I would have to explain ‘the numbers’ so there you have it.

The water challenge continues...

The water challenge continues…

It’s not going great and I am experiencing quite a few ups and downs.  I’m trying to continue with drinking the water and honestly thought that this was going to be the answer for me… clearly it’s not.  MrD has suggested that perhaps I have ‘water retention’ and my body is actually holding on to it and this is making me weigh heavier.  Anyone got any suggestions?

Apart from the girlie night away, I’ve been good and been on the ‘no alcohol on a school night’ rule.  Good on me *pats own back* but where’s it got me?

Ideas, suggestions, encouragement, thoughts all welcome … all positive though please as feeling a little delicate at the moment.

Carpe Diem x

The water challenge

First thing’s first, as I know you’ll be asking, ‘So how did you get on?’ – the short answer is my first recorded loss is *drum roll please* 2lbs.

Being truthful, I was (and still am) disappointed with that.  12 days into my new care-free ‘Carpe Diem‘ attitude and that’s all I get to show for it!!

Yes I know I said if I lose 1lb a week …. blah blah blah BUT I was hoping for rather more in my first two weeks (I cut it down to 12 days so that my weigh-ins can be on a Monday) to give me a really good kick start.  But no!  My body says ‘Nooooooo’ and is tightly holding on to it’s fat reserves!!!  I am reminded by my husband at this point, that whenever in the past I’ve been looking to loose a little of the excess pounds I always do it gradually and slowly and have never lost more than 2lbs in any one week.  Grrrrr it’s just sooooo annoying!

So yes, it’s going to be a long old journey…….. but then I knew that anyway.

So, I picked myself back up this morning with a renewed vigor and energy and positive attitude – I can do this and I will do this.


Water...

Water…

A friend of mine sent me a link to the Steven Aitchison blog and his take on drinking more water.  I’ve already embraced the whole hot water and lemon thing and am definitely drinking more, but having read Steven’s blog decided right I’m gonna give this a go.

‘How to lose 10 pounds in 10 days’ … sounds good to me.  We all know the benefits of drinking water: boosts energy levels, cleanses and detoxifies, helps with water retention, is amazingly good for your skin and aids weight loss.  As well as much much more.

So, Steven says to do the following and there will be weight loss.

Who am I to refuse a challenge…?

Time                                                 How much

as soon as you get up                       drink between 300 – 600ml of water

1 hour later (before breakfast)         drink between 250 – 500ml of water

after every cup of tea/coffee            drink between 100 – 250ml of water

20 mins before each main meal      drink between 250 – 500ml of water

2 hours before going to bed            drink between 300 – 600ml of water

Total amount of water per day         between 1200 – 2450ml

Today has been my first day of the water challenge … it’s going ok and I think I’m pretty much on schedule; the only problem is I am constantly having to run to the toilet.  He does say this gets better – I hope so because at the moment it’s every half hour minimum!

I’m determined to give it my 100% and let’s see what the scales have to say next Monday – BOOM!!!

Carpe Diem x

Four days in and my first weekend

There is a beauty...

There is a beauty…

So four days in and I feel I’m doing ok.  Paul McKenna’s words are sticking in my head … eat what you want, when you want, enjoy every mouthful and stop when full.  It’s a little bit strange because I’ve had a small piece of Christmas cake and a couple of biscuits but I’m trying not to beat myself up about it because apparently I’m allowed.  I was also a little concerned at how the weekend was going to go but I’m pleased to say it’s been ok *phewie*.

I’ve been keeping a food diary (which is unbelievably still up-to-date) and tonight I’ve sat and completed my handy weekly planner – which by the way includes visiting the gym and checking when the yoga and pilates classes are on.

Today we went for a longish (for me) walk along Studland with friends and although the sun didn’t shine it was really refreshing and certainly blew my cobwebs away.  On Runkeeper it showed we walked four miles so I was quite pleased with this bit of physical activity.  It wasn’t a frog march, but it also wasn’t too much of a dawdle so all in all it felt good.

I’m going to mention now something I don’t normally talk about and that’s that I suffer with fibromyalgia – and only because it has relevance to my physical activity levels.  This has unfortunately also played a role in my weight gain and drop in fitness levels.

Fibromyalgia includes widespread pain throughout the body, increased sensitivity to pain, extreme fatigue, muscle stiffness, difficulty sleeping, problems with mental processes (known as ‘fibro-fog’) – such as problems with memory and concentration – this is what I call my ‘Pink Fog!!’, headaches, IBS causing stomach pain and bloating.  Phewie, when I read that back it’s pretty horrid and I have to admit that sometimes it has been hard.  My only reason for sharing this is that it does impact on what I can do physically and so my training will be slowly and surely, taking into account what my body is shouting about at that particular time.

I’m not going to harp on about it but it is something I have to be aware of.  My body is already aching quite significantly from our walk today but I have to start doing something and today I have.

Anyway enough of all that – I have successfully (I think) completed four days of the new me and I’m really excited to be on my new journey.

A good friend of mine put it in a fab way for me today: ‘… time to take your duffel coat off and free yourself.’  I love that and can relate to it entirely – so yup, I’m shaking off that big dark heavy duffel coat and feeling free-er already.  WoooHoooooo!

Carpe Diem x